Watch my middle finger rise

kayla. seventeen. auckland. newzealand. music is the only thing i crawl to when im down. i live a life thats full of question i ask myself that i dont have answers to. i pray as much as i can. im atheist but i somehow have a part of me that believes in god. i cant wait for my first tattoo and more piercings. i wish i could sing. and i wish i was one of those girls that other people would walk past and take a second look and whisper "wow she's beautiful". i guess im just lucky enough to be living.